Saturday, June 26, 2021

I Sometimes Want to Be Left Alone

Howdy, partner. Assalamualaikum, it's me again.

I'm what a lot of people call an extroverted. Little do they know, I sometimes might feel silent, awkward and uncomfortable in some sociable midst. I don't understand how I simply don't want to hook up with people at certain times. Sometimes, it's annoying when someone asks me a lot of questions and talk too much. This is not to say that I don't love all the care and attention, I do. It's just that sometimes it can get stifling if I'm not in the mood to talk to people.

I love meeting people, making friends with them but somehow, I want to be left alone. Taking one day at a time to disconnect from anyone else. I sometimes find myself feeling depleted around people and I need time to rest and want to be at a place where people can't find me.

I don't want to be asked any questions.

I don't want to answer any phone call.

I don't want to reply them.

I don't want to see people or to be seen at all.

I want to keep everything only to myself, remain aloof and I don't want people questioned why am I spending time alone. I'm genuinely happy and quite content with my life, though. Moments of being left alone is actually quite invigorating.

Going out to a restaurant and enjoying my food alone. 

Laying down on a bed and reading a book.

Doesn't it enjoyable? It feels good, babe.

There's time when being alone is the best feeling ever. Just take it one day at a time, okay?

Toodles! 💖