How funny was it, 2 days ago I was so emotional about how my life was so messed up. When I barely have time to recover from one blow, the next one falls, piling one stress on top of another.
The weight;
The weight of the world on my shoulder was so heavy. I was on the verge of breaking down, tired of fighting and leaving, pushing myself into so much guilt and shame for leaving an endless stupid and useless mind, even blaming myself for something beyond my contol.
That feeling when you know you can't turn back time to put everything back in it's place, that's when I realised;
There's one thing I still holding on to; a miracle and so I lay all my concerns in prayer. To hope and believe He will make a way.
And give myself time, to heal and to cure, so I don't give up the fight.
Life can be difficult at times, you know. Sometimes life is more than you can bear but that's what makes you grow.
and actually we have a trick: Between the heart and the mind, always listen to your stomach 💫
